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Mornings are absolutely clear, if no human action is detected. human actions are also those i feel related to. And there is too often something of that nature in the mornings if you are human.

For ions i am all about sharing. My house, and i have had several houses which i personally owned, there were almost always friends invited and staying there, and that included a yacht i once had, m skipper.

But, unfortunately, with a few of those staying with me, there have been sever troubles. For some, like that one person who would not leave. And its not somebody i felt very much for other than mercy, other than basic attention to his trouble. but now we are stuck with him.
In we i mean other friends who live together over there and the owner who left us the house to keep.

Now, he is coming back in three weeks having to deal with this guy and forgive my language if i use the term sucker for him. at the same time i am hearing every event which comes is by invitation, that is by the law of attraction, you know.

Normally, the mornings, when they are over, a much more tranquil person becomes of me. Usually, in the when the sun turns to the horizon, when nearing it, those terrible morning effects which i can not deny, they disappear. Instead a mellow me then tends to laugh the morning away.

Not being able to practice any real aggression, but still presence is also harder to sustain when you were given a friends home to care for and here we are having that miserable person sticking so that i m feeling enough discomfort to express it.

Now on the deeper level, if i try to follow the root of it with my sense of attraction, i should ask; what the heck have i attracted this into my life. as if there is a center, as if this is ‘my life’. I could go around the bush with such arguments, and i may even establish my spirit in the beyond and forget it.

Yet if i decided to really go into it; knowing i could not have attempted to chase him away, it has become a community issue. We are some 20 people or more living in this area who are addressing this person but no action has been taken so far.

A few already helped that individual in the past with each time having some unpleasant abuse, especially the women because he tends to hurt them more, so i am leaving him for these women to take action.

I have got out of the picture, still it bothers. my sense of responsibility is over whelming and it drags me down.

So, my issue is responsibility; asking what this feels in me, what is it. so there are sets of laws of behavior which i depend on and believing those are common codes of proper friendly relationship, when one becomes absolutely nuisance, i would bring those codes out in manners which i trust others to also share. Then if justice does not show and relief is neither, i am starting with this kind of deliberations, and who isn’t.

Eventually it is in the context of how i practice the codes of relationship, what posture do i present for myself and for others. must i be right or would i be willing to let that person get away and perhaps help him recover, its not in my hands, but i can see more venues here at least emotionally.

Now its about sunset, the warmth of the day is still here and it was another very hot day. i can be drawn into arguing about that or not, i am where the grid is shifting, and i have no idea what to do.